Either you slinging rocks or you got a wicked jumpshot

Sometimes, the options are limited. You may have a selet few choices that pose serious causal effects on you life. Sometimes, it's the tit-for-tat of life that either empowers us or brings our spirits down.

I'm in a funk right now. But it's not that bad (or smelly). Just a minor mental detour that has me distracted from the everyday struggle. So I'll just strive for balance and let the struggle continue. Plus, I keep night court hours, so I know it's my fault that the little person is a night owl, but you would think if i wear his a$ out that he'd go to sleep and stay asleep. You are retarded if out haven't yet figured out which path he opts for. But anyways, I can hang so it's whatever. However, as much as i try to not comment too much on 50 cent, to try and avoid giving him any more play, i can't help but draws parallels between his new movie and certain DVD from out of my hometown. I might have to re-edit this and paste the article here later if it's unaccessible.

So basically the moral of my story is woe is me. I try not to complain or b!tch about shT too often, but sometimes u just need to vent every now and then. Inhale...

I've bs'd on my holiday plans so i'm probably gonna just float around town, work is piling up to my earloads with no sign of letting up, i have yet to put together anything of significance for my girl kat's youth program in Cambridge, my truck is fuqed up and in need of engine work, there is a boatload of clothes that i have yet to take to get dry cleaned, there are 3 pants that i have yet to pick up from the dry cleaners, dry cleaning seems to have gotten dumb expensive in the last 2.5 years, i don't feel like i'm pulling my weight much at work, my old job is turning out to look not-so-bad as i thought, i'm feeling guilty for regretting the heavy pay cut i took to take the current job, and even more guilty for not helping my friend much with her move, i haven't had too hot of a track record at sticking to something this year, there are a lot of unchecked boxes on my multiple to-do lists, i have no clue what to do for the holidays, my net worth is looking alright but i'm still BS'g on a couple of uncovered financial bases, i'm not playing ball as often as i used to, i weigh 40 pounds more than i used to weigh, i still don't lift weights that much, and there are stil some old friends with whom i still haven't connected.

But i'm alive and well, right?
Breathing fresh air, living how i wanna live.
Doing what i wanna do.
Writing what i wanna write.
Working where, how, and when i wanna work.
Being how i wanna be.

The options are endless if you put your mind to it.